Pain

This is what’s causing me so much friggin’ pain! I’m in absolute agony and it’s driving me crazy, literally. Anything that I do causing pain. Walking with my orthopaedic boot hurts, walking with crutches hurts, trying to do small movements that my physio told me to do hurts, doing nothing hurts. It hurts 24/7 and it’s getting beyond a joke now. 

I’m losing my mind because of the pain. I just don’t know what to do with myself. I’m on the strongest possible painkillers that I can be without knocking me out all day and night. It’s just not enough. I’m seeing the specialist next week, but it’ll have been nearly 10 weeks since I last had any physical treatment on it. It’s a joke.

The pain is consuming everything around me right and I’m literally losing the will to live right now.