I have very mixed emotions right now and I’m not sure I can do them justice by typing them on here. I know that I’m heading for a fall, not physically, I mean emotionally.
I have this really strange feeling building up inside me. It’s like it wants to escape and in doing so it feels as though all of my emotions are being jumbled up and being set alight causing this burning feeling inside.
I can’t quite put my finger in what’s actually caused this. My emotions have been somewhat stable over the last few days, however my mood hasn’t. The littlest of things just set me off, just like the mess inside my head. Everything and anyone are annoying me. I know that I’m in desperate need of speaking with my GP and I will be doing so on Monday as I have a telephone appointment with her. My only worry is that she’ll try to get the crisis team involved which I don’t want as the my family will know how I’ve really been feeling. Just that thought alone is enough to keep me quiet.
I just want everything to go away and I want to be left alone. Is that so much to ask?!