Today’s the day

So today’s the day that I’m seeing the new specialist about my foot. I can’t even begin to describe just how nervous I am! It’s been over 9 weeks since I’ve had any actual treatment on my foot so I’m hoping that I’ll get some answers and a plan of action to try and get get things moving along.

I’m going to be so disappointed if I don’t get any answers as I’m at the point where I’m in so much pain that I’m losing the will to live. As dramatic as that may sound, when you’re in pain 24/7 it starts wearing very thin. 

I was told by the last consultant that I’m likely to need to have surgery. Part of me hopes that’s true because that’ll mean there’s a chance they can fix my foot, however, I’m not a massive fan of going under general anaesthetic or staying in hospital. I suppose if it means that they can sort my foot then it’ll be worth it!

Keep your fingers crossed for me today please, I’m going to need as much luck as possible! 


Author: tearsandfears83

Hello there, I’d like to take this opportunity to welcome you to my blog. I just like to start by mentioning that I am dyslexic so please be prepared for the typos as I'm sure there will be many. Anyway moving on, this is the first time that I have done anything like a blog online as I usually write my thoughts and feelings down on paper....but thought I should get up to date with the times! I have a degree in psychology and have completed my MEd in Counselling in Education. All of the work that I have done for my current degree is based on self-harm in one way or another! I have quite a lot of first hand experience with mental health issues as I've battled with them on and off for a number of years now. I feel that I'm at the stage in my life where I can finally help other people that have experienced similar experiences to me. I know that this sounds cheesy, but I really want to help people to overcome issue that they face as I feel that everything that I've been through will have been worth it. I still struggle at times with my own mental health issues and often need to let my feelings. In previous times I would have used self-harm to help me though, but I'm now able to direct my emotions in other ways such as drawing, writing poetry and through music. I'm unsure if anyone other than myself will read anything I write and that's okay. I understand that I can't change the world with what I write, but maybe I'll be able to bring people a little comfort in knowing that if I can get through very low points in my life, then they can too!

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