Words can explain what’s going on in my head,
I want these feelings to go –
even if it means being dead.
I know it sounds harsh
but that’s how I feel,
it feels so stupid but it’s just so real.
I want to get through this,
I really do –
I want to be strong and able to cope too.
My life feels like it’s falling apart;
there is a huge division within my heart.
Will it heal?
I really don’t know, the pain is so real,
I just want it to go.
I look around me and see everyone’s so strong,
no matter what challenges them, they just go on and on.
I guess it’s too late to regain what I once had,
this really hurts, I feel I’m going mad.
I’ve got to let go, well that’s what it seems;
It’s no longer possible to follow my dreams.
Do I care? I’m not sure I do;
So this is the end,
I’m going to leave you.